Friday, 7 October 2011

Bye Bye Baby....

My baby died this morning, the womb was silent during the scan.  I am 27+5 weeks pregnant and it is 9 months to the day since I lost the boys.  In 2011 I became a mother to three children, none are living, I will hold two funerals.
 
I now wait for the hospital to tell me when they will give me the drugs to induce labour and again I will labour until the baby arrives, finally I will meet my little promised Rainbow Baby at the same moment that I will say goodbye.

So my Rainbow turned into a Butterfly and flew away to be with his brothers.........we are left behind, again, what now?

17 comments:

ClaraT said...

Sending you all my love Claudia and keeping you and all your beautiful babies in my prayers xxx

Catherine W said...

I am so, sorry to read your sad news. My heart aches for you. Thinking of you and your three beautiful babies xo

Becky said...

I am so sorry to hear this Claudia. Thinking of you and all your babies...

nipitinthebud said...

I hoped against hope that this wouldn't be the post you'd have to write. You've been so courageous sharing the joys and sorrows of your journey to parenthood - know that we share in your sadness and wish you both love and strength.
''Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things''

lizzylulu said...

I am so sad to read this. I have thought about you and your baby since the first day I read this thread.

I do not really know what to say except you have a lot of people thinking of you.

I am so sorry xxxxxx

NewYearMum2.blogspot.com said...

Dear Claudia... I'm so sorry to hear your news and all that you've been through recently. My heart goes out to you... no mother should ever have to go through this. Know that I'm thinking of you from afar xoxo

LauraJane said...

I am so sorry for the losses of your babies. I will be thinking of you.

Dana said...

I am new to your blog, having found it from Becky's. I am devastated for you. It is so, so unfair. You will be on my mind constantly as you labour with your sweet rainbow baby.

opboot said...

Claudia,

I have nothing to say that can help, I'm devastated, but just know that you're in my thoughts.

Tiffany said...

I'm so sorry, so so sorry. My heart breaks for you.

little vitu's mom said...

I cannot tell you how sorry I am. Thinking of you and your babies very much

Natasha said...

I'm so so sorry Claudia. I've been praying for you since you posted about your rainbow and I'll continue to do so now.

michelle said...

I came across this blog via Becky. I could not even get through your story without bawling. I am so sorry for all your losses.Thinking of you and your babies

Sherri said...

Thinking of you and your angels..... Wishing there had been a different outcome, and sending you all of my love! I'm so very sorry....

Ange said...

I just came across your blog. I'm so sorry and I'm thinking of you, your family and your babies.

Jenn said...

I also came across your blog via Becky and just wanted to tell you how sorry I am that you've lost another little one. I'm just heartbroken for you and so very very sorry for all your losses.

Hannah Banana said...

(tears...)

So sorry.

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