tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4041919906575632346.post7892528414244783846..comments2023-12-22T08:26:14.311+00:00Comments on Silent Love: Pandora's BoxCBhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10310670721379619908noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4041919906575632346.post-58665116114043762352011-12-24T23:18:29.078+00:002011-12-24T23:18:29.078+00:00Merry Christmas for what its worth. As I sat to w...Merry Christmas for what its worth. As I sat to write our Christmas card and newsletter that we often send each year, I was able to reflect on the craziness our life was this year. Sure, there was more than enough hardship, chaos, sorrow, and grief; but what I also found was an abundance of joy. Sometimes its harder to find but it was there non the less. <br /><br />These last couple years of our lives have been trying to say the least. I learned to stop asking "why" so much as asking God for the strength I would need to overcome what he put in front of me. I don't know what he wants me to learn from these experiences and I may never know in this life, but for now I trust He will get me through this. This doesn't mean that it will be easy, exactly the opposite in fact, but I know that at some point I will be able to drive towards the hospital without getting an anxiety attack, or be able to get through one day without crying at least once. I know that God has given me as much joy if not more than the pain he has also given. I just need to look around, find it, and be willing to enjoy it. <br /><br />I think of you often and you remain in our prayers. Much love!<br /><br />Denisebjarnason familyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01205796710027959517noreply@blogger.com